Lyrics

• Auf/ZuklappenBlonde

  Don’t look at me like that
  don’t get me started
  Been reminiscing
  there was so much that was good
  I still believe that it was right
  but if I had to do it all again then I would
  
  It came to an end there was no one to blame
  But sometimes I wonder were we really trying
  I will never feel the same way again
  It’s true that
  this kind of love hit me hard for the first time
  
  Remember the nights
  It was just you and I
  Your body next to mine
  When I think of you
  the rush on my skin
  tumbling in to when you were blonde
  
  While it was hotter than
  the sun could make it
  And loving you
  was the best I ever had
  Your hair grew longer and the colour faded
  We got tired out there in the dark
  
  It came to an end there was no one to blame
  Now I never wonder were we really trying
  I will never feel the same way again
  It’s true that
  this kind of love hit me hard for the first time
  
  Remember the nights
  It was just you and I
  Your body next to mine
  When I think of you
  the rush on my skin
  tumbling in to when you were blonde
  
  I saw sun and rainbows
  I saw you framed in gold
  I saw with tinted eyes when you were blonde
  
  Remember the nights
  It was just you and I
  Your body next to mine
  When I think of you
  the rush on my skin
  tumbling in to when you were blonde

• Auf/ZuklappenIt's So Quiet

  It's so quiet
  And the world has gone to sleep
  But I can still feel your
  body beside me
  
  Sweet lips and blue skies
  Your warm hands on my thighs
  You were my angel
  and I was the love of your life
  
  I loved the distraction
  but it led to destruction
  the future wasn't made for us
  Now you're a thousand miles away
  and the fires have been tamed,
  but I still miss the way it tasted
  I guess I enjoyed the pain
  Am I still the same?
  I loved the distraction
  but it led to destruction
  Now the world has gone to sleep
  
  It's so quiet
  I can hear my own heart beat
  And the things that you said
  that you knew would hurt me
  
  Salty lips and white lies
  Your cold hands on my thighs
  You were my angel
  and I was the love of your life
  
  I loved the distraction
  but it led to destruction
  the future wasn't made for us
  Now you're a thousand miles away
  and the fires have been tamed,
  but I still miss the way it tasted
  I guess I enjoyed the pain
  Am I still the same?
  I loved the distraction
  but it led to destruction
  Now the world has gone to sleep
  
  Ooh... Ooh...
  
  I loved the distraction
  but it led to destruction
  the future wasn't made for us
  Now you're a thousand miles away
  and the fires have been tamed,
  but I still miss the way it tasted
  I guess I enjoyed the pain
  But I try to change
  I loved the distraction
  but it led to destruction
  Now the world has gone to sleep

• Auf/ZuklappenEtude

  The house is falling a part
  The door frames are already skewed
  It’s the land, it's sliding
  Where did it go?
  The solid ground
  the safe and sound
  the love?
  We’re together
  alone
  
  I am drowning in the feeling of not being enough
  Where is my reward?
  There is no reward
  Then what am i doing?
  What is it worth
  if I can barely breathe?
  Nothing
  
  I try to be human
  but everyone's staring
  I probably have some leftovers on my face,
  or on my shirt
  Fuck
  What is a woman?
  Get out of my way

• Auf/ZuklappenFU4EVER

  All of this time
  I couldn’t see the exit signs
  An eye for an eye
  Well I guess it made me blind
  
  You were always playing innocent
  But you’ll never
  get away with it
  Blaming everybody else
  for it all
  and it makes me sick
  See me from across the room
  When you’re least
  expecting it
  I’m gonna haunt you like a curse
  hold a grudge
  that I take to my grave
  
  I’m gonna make you pay
  For the times that you erased my name
  ‘Til there was just a shadow in my place
  
  You were always playing innocent
  But you’ll never
  get away with it
  Blaming everybody else
  for it all
  and it makes me sick
  
  All you did was feed me lies
  I cross my heart the day I die
  Fuck you forever
  Fuck you forever
  
  OOOh OOOh
  OOOh
  FUCK YOUUU!
  
  All you did was feed me lies
  I cross my heart the day I die
  Yeah fuck you forever
  Fuck you forever and ever
  
  It took so long to realise
  How you were wrong and I was right
  You did the crime
  now do the time
  So fuck you forever
  Fuck you forever and ever
  
  And ever
  Fuck you for ever
  Fuck you forever and ever
  
  All you did was feed me lies
  I cross my heart the day I die
  Yeah fuck you forever
  Fuck you forever and ever
  
  It took so long to realise
  How you were wrong and I was right
  You did the crime
  now do the time
  So fuck you forever
  Fuck you forever and ever

• Auf/ZuklappenSublime

  There’s nothing I regret,
  my tears have dried
  But nothing I could forget
  oh I've tried
  Will loving always be a crime?
  
  There’s nothing I miss more
  than a light heart
  Does healing truly
  take a lifetime?
  Will loving always be a crime?
  
  That November was the hardest
  thought I’d die
  Was never enough,
  but too much
  and I
  just wanted you to see me
  Maybe, maybe in the next life
  
  I was standing on the rocks
  at the waterside
  my dad called me
  I had become the pain I tried to hide
  I didn’t want to believe him
  tho I knew he was right
  
  So I took the last train
  going nowhere
  Breaking down piece by piece
  to begin again
  To become someone
  Oh someone
  someone new
  
  Oh forgiving is a from of art
  How could I ever not blame you or me
  and become someone
  Oh someone
  someone new
  
  I fell a apart
  I went too far
  I couldn’t carry it all
  Couldn’t carry it all
  I got lost
  in your mind
  but I made it
  out
  
  There’s nothing I regret
  my tears have dried
  Just wanna forget
  god, I’ve tried
  Will loving always be a crime?
  
  There’s nothing I miss more
  than a light heart
  Guess healing truly
  takes a lifetime
  But will loving ever be sublime?

• Auf/ZuklappenF2F

  Ice hot cement
  and waves of cold heat
  Under me when I
  run in bare feet I can’t feel
  like pain isn’t real
  
  Sitting under that
  old cherry tree
  Dark buzzing cloud
  that stings like a bee on the kill
  Like shit doesn’t heal
  
  I gotta
  Forgive you to forget
  I’ve been hurt for too long now
  This life ain’t over yet
  can’t keep hating myself
  
  Millions of thoughts
  Irrational fears
  circle my head
  I’m not seeing clearly again
  Where have I been?
  
  Hand on the mirror
  I found my glass twin
  Glad she can keep my
  darkness hid under the skin
  I’m wearing thin
  
  I gotta
  Forgive me to forget
  I’ve been hurt for too long now
  This life ain’t over yet
  can’t keep hating myself
  Been hangin on til now
  But I gotta
  I gotta get out
  So I
  Forgive you to forget
  I’ve been hurt,
  now I’m
  I’m done
  
  I leave it all behind
  I can’t hold onto things
  I never had
  I’m older than I thought
  I would be at 25
  Look at me
  Now the door is closed
  And the blood is dried
  and I gotta move on
  
  So I
  Forgive you to forget
  I’ve been hurt for too long now
  This life ain’t over yet
  can’t keep hating myself
  Been hangin on til now
  But I gotta
  I gotta get out
  Forgive me to forget
  I’ve been hurt,
  now I’m
  I’m done
  
  I think a big big lesson for you in this life is to... To not only be you, but to... Show yourself.